moldy pb and j

Muahahaha i feel officially trendy! I have a blog, basically im going to blabber about whats going on in my life and i plan to post a picture daily (keyword "plan"). anyway here i go..
Im at work right now, i work at my schools digital labs, i attend Brooks Institute of Photography in Santa Barbara, CA and will be done in august and i cant even began to explain my excitement! oh and my nervousness. Today my morning consisted of taking a shower at 1am, then blowdrying my hair at 1:30 and straightening my hair at 2am..so you wonder why the hell are you geting ready at the wee hours of the morning? i wish i could tell you haha i have been unable to sleep lately. but the fun part of my morning at that point was i got to watch Twilight for the first time, honest opinion i really liked it, but i always like those cute "will never happen" love stories, a girl can dream can't she. The main charactor is really attractive but most actors are quite good looking. anyway after my fiasco in the AM i feel alseep and had to wake around 7 where i ran around and attempted to pack myself a lunch that consisted of searching through my half molded wheat bread for two pieces in he middle which looked by my eyes to be clear of mold (haha this sounds terrible) slapped PB on one side and strawberry jelly on the other where i went to screw the cap back on the jelly where i found MOLD AGAIN! (AH!) so now im at work starving and wondering if this PB&J sandwich could kill me. HAHA so i brought backups of applesauce; cinamon to be exact!
I continue to sit in an empty lab of 26+ computers by myself trying to decide if i should write about EVERYTHING i think or just some things haha decisions, decisions. I guess i could blabber about how i live by myself and its really starting to show, my apt is a mess i get lazier each week on cleaning. i have clothes all of the floor of my bedroom as i try to figure out what to wear every morning, there is always make up, a hairbrush, or a toothbrush in my bathroom sink, im so lazy i havent even put the new roll of T.P. on the T.P. holder it just sits on top hahaha, my livingroom has squeeky dog toys on the floor along with camera equipment and cords. my kitchen always has food on the counter with dirty dishes :/ and i think more than half the things in my fridge are moldy. haha i need to get on that! i forgot to feed my fish this morning, damn.