just because im loosing doesnt mean im lost

ive been crazy busy finishing up all my homework to end my session. I went to LA to visit a friend last night which was so much fun, then today we went to a pirate festival in the middle of no where Corona/Chino, CA and like my friend would say we entered a time warp. haha it was quite different but tons of fun, i bought two things that were hand blown, and one i will be giving as a present to my brother :). the highlight of the festival was for sure the plate throwing. for ONE dollar you got a plate that you could write anything on (anything you were mad at) so i wrote what i thought was approriate on mine, which i would post a picture of but i think that is too personal for a blog! haha and basically you get to throw the plate about 8 feet into a wall, that has metal dragon heads on it. well i completely missed the metal heads but smashed that plate super hard against the back wall. THIS WAS AWESOME! i never have been able to break a plate on purpose, or to let out anger. i did not come into the festival mad at all but i felt like i just threw my last 2 years of stress and anger on that plate. PERFECTION! haha anyway another highlight was i got to bring my little boy Diesel (my puppers) with me where he had a lot of fun and is completly pooped and has been sleeping ever since we left the festival. he got tons of attention while he was there and a french fry. :) so today was a great day. Tomorrow i get to do a shoot for holiday inn and then head off to PHOENIX to meet my mother! and go shoot and be hot and RELAX i am so excited i can not wait! it will be such a blast! PICTURES:
The ribbon you get when you break a plate! the rest of these photos are from the road trip to the festival and it was litteraly the middle of no where there were COWS!

I got my vans on but they look like sneakers

today has been a crazy day. i thought i lost my laptop or someone stole it. WRONG i left it in a classroom where someone really generous picked it up and contacted me to let me know she had it. what a doll, i didnt think people were still that nice anymore! so this last week i went down to LA to see a friend and spend easter, where i met some famous people. i painted a picture, watched my potato plant grow, got another free shirt! went out with friends, did some drinking, lost my power, almost blew away in a wind storm, planned my trip to scottsdale, got stuck in traffic. brought my dog to get shots. got asked for my number. had bees invade my apt and worked!
here are my pictures...

me trying to capture the winds. me in my flash class.


my vans and sweet easter socks. the most unique way of asking for my number.

diesel at the vet. me going back to my car after getting off at midnight from work.

bunny hutch! cass and i made. me on my way down to LA.

lucky number 9 apt haha. my painting i made out of random.

my free tank top promoting a new liquor. my lucky nomb in my car.

me on my way to LA bored stuck in traffic. MGMT!

week in pictures

Driving through Ballard to the bar.

Bridal Shower and Cambria <3

Plane ride from Seattle to Santa Barbara.
leaving seattle :( and my sunday of hanging with Baxter



Bachlorette party!
Brothers house and our next christmas card!



Bachlorette Party!

my potato plant!

Alright first im sorry for the abuse. I SUCK but these past weeks have been insane! anywho.. i went home last weekend for the bridal shower and bachlorette party! i had a GREAT time being home and it just reminds me how much i want to move back. I have plenty of pictures im going to post with captions. so when i got back to washington we went home and i got to see my kitty cambria i had to leave to my parents and she was really mean at first i think she is still mad, but she is a drama queen. so after alot of hugs and kisses we went and saw my pops at his house where we talked about his "cat" at his office and how she is going to have kittens any day. i wondered off in the middle of the conversation to their deck and checked out the forest behind their house (so pretty!) uhm next my cousin came over and we went out to dinner downtown edmonds at a mexican restuarant (imagine that) then i had to get ready really fast cause my brother wanted me to come over to his new house and go drinking with them. i got ready and headed over. i love their house its really cute and in the perfect area, i met alot of new people, i saw alot of people i grew up with and we watched some you tube videos shared some laughs and headed to ballard <3 oh god do i love ballard, we went to a place called Bel Mar which i felt so hip and trendy there with a crazy staircase and brick walls with struggling artist work on the walls. anyway had a great time, who wouldnt i had both my brothers there, my cousin, my soon to be sister in law (i think thats the right saying) and a couple of my brothers friends i have known since i was born. really. anyway after that great night went home to get up early and head to a bridal shower, with yummy food and funny people. so much family there. family i guess extended family can be very overwalming. after that we headed to the bachlorette party which was held at a place called "Amber" no joke! down in Belltown. seattle <3 where i guess i drank more than expected cause i took many pictures i dont remember all that much. or dont remember at all. there were lots of laughs and lots of dancing. thankfull to get home safe i passed out to wake up at about noon on sunday to go get my bridesmaids dress fitted before i left on a plane. i think it is really crazy how you get on a flying saucer and one second your in seattle and the next two hours your in santa barbara. i guess it just boggles my mind. somethings i have a hard time getting my head around.
what else is new:
I finally finished my twilight saga books: WOOHOO i was kind of sad of the ending but it was a good ending it finished the series and i was really thankfull it was not left open ended.
I read a book called TWEAK which i finished last night. really good book. this kids got a lot of problems but a great writter. you feel like he is telling you the story like when your haning out or something. anyway i really recommend it!
I will be starting beautiful boy today, which is a book written by the kid who wrote tweaks father. if that make sense his dad wrote about his experince with having a son on drugs. so i pretty excited to start that.
i posted my website for the first time live, it needs a lot of work and until im finished i will not post it, but im really excited for it! and i cant wait to work on it again tomorrow.
Diesel had alot of fun being boarded for the weekend, which is very comforting.
I got a job shooting an event at holiday in at the end of this month.
my potato plant i planted from scratch is HUGE, when i got back from my flight i almost passed out, i droped everything i was holding and just stood there repeating holly shit as i stared at my potato plant. i have to go out and buy a new and large pot for that sucker.
anyway i think that is pretty much it. check out my pictures!